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:: A Nightmare
Monday, November 02, 2009

I would believe that even till date, as we get older, we still get striked by nightmares too.

These bad dreams are usually very scary as they manifest from the fear we have. Be it ghostly encounters, getting lost in a confined area, dying, etc..

The last sunday, i was striked by this bad dream. I dreamt of exams. The dream was so realistic, I almost woke up crying. In my dream, I actually woke up on the days of my exams. The scary part is that I did not even study a single bit. And there I was, final year, final 3 modules, final 3 uol exams, and nothing was prepared. It was so real, that I was so horrified with the situation I was in, and I'm was thinking of all the possible ways to evade the exams.

One word, TERRIFIED.

Well, I guess its really time to start studying

Laters
written @ 11:01 PM


:: Miserable
Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Been rather busy recently. Am left with sat or sun for rest, though sometimes still need to go out, eg friends gatherings or family outing. Its tiring but I guess its still ok for me.

Feeling rather low recently.

I failed myself terribly when it comes to work. I think I still have lotsa things to buck up. I really need to be more organised and clear of what I'm doing.

I miss driving so much so that I dreamt I'm driving. I think what I really need is to get a car.

BUT, to get a car, I need to be working at least a year to save up for the sum of deposit. And in order to be able to save up the sum of money for deposit, I need to be at least a degree grad to have at least a job which allow me to save up some amount of money. In order to be a degree grad, I need to pass my degree, of which its really a tough thing just to pass that UOL papers. Anyone who took UOL papers before knows it is not a child's play.

Finally the final year now, I took out Information System, Law in Business and Audit. Heard that Information system and Audit are one of the easier paper. I took Law in Business b'cos I thought it may be more relevant to work.

Its getting quite late now, around 1.20am and I'm still awake, tomorrow will be a long day, as I'm having class in the night, same goes for wednesday, and I thought I should be sleeping now.

And to add to my already miserable feeling, I kept missing her. Yes, that girl whom I thought she's the one. Its been sometime yet I still miss her. I don't understand why, am I really that weak? She had move on.. way way ahead, till the point where she doesnt even regard me as a friend and I doubt she can even remember my name and face right now.

Just feeling kind of emotional now. Overwhelm with thoughts. A lot of it. I hope I can sleep well after drinking a cup of milk. - this is what the doctor told me when I told her i cant sleep.

Guess its late and I should be going to bed. Nitez all. Have a great week!

Laters.


Been repeating my playlist just listening to this song recently.



低调 - 张栋梁

嬉笑打闹拥抱
留下了那么多开心合照
互相取暖依靠熬过了最低潮
一起生活也一起埋怨过
走过最好与最糟
我在心里想的不用说明你知道

晨昏日夜颠倒
这房子突然没从前热闹
散落一地微笑没有人去打扫
感情很微妙再多付出也好
再多关心都徒劳
爱情从来就没有固定的味道
它最后停在哪里谁知道

我的难过是如此低调
因为不想打扰我在寂寞的墙角
努力的对自己好你用微笑回报
朋友或情人不重要
我的悲伤是如此低调傻子才会哭闹
就算你发现也好
我想你一定会选择假装不知道
只怕我自己的掩饰不够好
难到是我对我自己不够好

written @ 1:12 AM


:: Busy days
Monday, September 28, 2009

Have been rather busy this few weeks.

Just attended my ex campmate's wedding 2 days ago. Was surprise it's rather tiring being one of the band of brothers. Wasn't that well prepared. But nevetheless, did enjoyed myself quite a bit.

IS kind of busy with work recently, one of our conference drawing closer, lots of preparation work.

Guess my next entry should be one filled with pictures, too lazy to upload pictures.

Anyways, thanks for whoever who still read my blogs. Sorry for the mono-entries. Will update more exciting stuffs next time round.

Laters.
written @ 11:04 PM


:: HOEGARDEN
Sunday, September 13, 2009

ZZZZzzzz...

I'm drank........
written @ 1:38 AM


:: Upsized!
Sunday, September 06, 2009

Do you want an upsize??

NO!!!!!!

I've been told by my friend that my body size seems to have "upsized". Its really time to do something.

Anyways, I have just chosen the subjects for my final year yesterday, and did I realised I chose the real challenging subjects: Law of Business Organisation and Management Accounting. For this final year, I certainly need more than luck to pass.
Zzzzzzz..

Recently found some youtube clips showing non-chinese learning mandarin songs:

- Found this on Lin Jun Jie's blog.
- Check this out too.
- This is good as well.

They would have easily put most of our mandarin to shame.
written @ 2:22 PM


:: Useless
Friday, September 04, 2009

I did not realise that in the eyes of so many people I'm actually useless.

I always thought I can use the faces of joker to cover the real me. But I didnt know that I have portray another image..

.. that I'm useless or maybe I'm really useless

How I wish I can just disappear into some caves or an island where I can live alone.
written @ 12:43 AM


:: OMG
Tuesday, September 01, 2009

OMG! I passed all my papers this year!!!

It definitely call for some celebration!!

Extremely HAPPY!!
written @ 10:03 PM


:: The "Older" days
Sunday, August 30, 2009

It has been a busy week, and with so many pending and outstanding tasks awaiting completion.

I think I would need to work on my speed and being more organised.

Nowadays, I have been staying home during weekends more and more. Hardly feel like going out during weekends. just feel like relaxing and slacking at home all the time. I think this is one of the symptoms of getting old.

I heard the UOL examination result is released last week by SIM, but seems like they are keeping the results to themselves before releasing one day after UOL release it on 1 Sep 09. I'm actually pretty worried. I cant take this kind of stress anymore. I'm getting old le. Lets hope I have passed all my modules.

Sometimes I wonder, is feeling tired, and getting fatter the few symptoms of BEING OLD? I dont remembered feeling tired that easily when I'm younger. For fat-ness, I really dont understand why people get fat after eating more, why they cant just shit more when they eat more.

Weird digestive system we have. And perhaps the metabolism slows down even more when you are older. That explains why I'm fat.

No wonder getting old is becoming an issue for many.

Anyway, spent a good friday night with my colleagues. The few of us actually gathered in one of our colleague's house for dinner and WII session. It was the first time I'm playing WII, so I got pretty excited.
WII Session!

Warming up.


The girls prefer taking pictures...


so, the guys get to enjoy the WII.


Of course we have refreshment too.




p.s. am suffering from muscle ache from friday's WII session..
written @ 12:53 PM


:: Something wrong with my computer
Sunday, August 23, 2009

Been having problem with my computer.

I wonder do you guys have problem logging in to facebook or blogspot? Yes I do.

I either get blank page or the page will have alignment page error.

....

Will update more when I figure out whats wrong with my computer.
written @ 7:46 PM


:: Drowning
Monday, July 06, 2009

Been sometime since I last blogged.

Something happen? Nope. Same old boring me.

Trying to find some meaning in life. But still couldnt. Will continue to figure out what my future holds for me.

Meanwhile, I had myself drowning in computer games ever since my exams ended.

Counterstrike 1.6 (though this mentioned Counterstrike source, mine is actually Condition Zero Mod)
A super ancient mutli-player online game by now. I don't think I need to elaborate anything on this game.


Dead Space - a third-person survival horror-action video game.

Storyline : The player takes on the role of an engineer named Isaac Clarke, who battles a polymorphic, virus-like, alien infestation which turns humans into grotesque alien monsters called "Necromorphs", on board a stricken interstellar mining ship named the USG Ishimura.
Read more.

I got nightmare right from the first day I played. Super scary. Strictly not for the faint hearts! It is more scary in the beginning, but as you progress through, sort of get used to it. Good game to play. A prequel to it is coming - Dead Space : Extraction.


GHOSTBUSTERS
Great game, the gameplay is great. Casts are original. Sound effect realistic. One of my childhood favourites.

Note : All the above pictures look weird as I downloaded them from their respective webpages and "force" them in to my website configuration (300 width)

Anyway, suffering from a relapse of my backache. Painful. Cant even sleep properly.

Though not a fan of Michael Jackson, I did like some of his songs, eg, Black & White, Smooth Criminal, Earth Song, etc.. Will consider buying some of his music cd / dvd as souvenir.

Pictures taken recently :
KTV @ Cine straight after my last papar



Look at my eye bag, totally lack of sleep.


Grandma Birthday in early Jun

This year my relative decide to try something different. This year's theme is BBQ...

Father's Day Celebration @ Humble House

The food not bad. Ala-carte style Dim Sum. Love it!


Dessert. Actually by the time I'm having these colorful dessert, I'm so supper full. I ate non-stop, as usual. =)


Just a random shot taken while trying to digest my food...


Look at the setting of the tables. One word - CHIO!


KTV with Colleague @ NTU Alumni



Actually got more photo taken, but I havent upload yet.
Have a great time torturing everyone with my er xin de voice and translating the chinese songs to english songs (lyrics).


Others

My new gadget - Acer NETBOOK. Free from Singnet's 8MBPS Broadband subscription. Nice hor? As usual, I "mod" the XP to look like Vista.
A new watch. Bought while shopping around in Tampines, that new mall extension. Saving up for an MP3 / MP4 player. Surprisingly, mp PSP still surviving. I know, I've been saying my PSP going, but yap, lets hope for the better.

Been feeling very tired, lethargic all the time, don't know what's wrong with me. Hmm. Maybe I should start sleeping early and going for exercise or sports, to keep FIT. =)

Till then.
written @ 6:31 PM